From the brain, as heart's a pain in the a**e
From the brain, as heart's a pain in the a**e
Heart of Glass-1
Shredding her heart into pieces,
His stare pierced her armor,
As they looked away,
Who shied away was the only question left,
His one wink sent ripples through her,
All unspoken and yet so much was said,
Her every move was evidence of her love,
As was his every glance of passion,
Love had eluded her for a lifetime,
With a heart now so full of cracks,
Much like a glass artwork,
Was it ever whole,
Was it love, or just life...
Heart of Glass-2
Staring at a slice of the red moon,
She exhaled a deep sigh,
Its red fumes diffused into the dark sky,
Ecstasy filled her being,
Twas the night before the storm.
As the moon lost its hue,
Her eyes filled up with tears,
Now it shone a bright yellow,
Her heart melted, clearing all cracks,
Twas the calm before the storm.
Alone in the big, dark sky,
Once again, She stood her ground,
Existence, as the only evidence of its blazing past,
Was it ever broken,
Was it love, or just life?
Who am I?
I Feel like a stranger in my body,
Am I to abandon everything?
My past does not define me,
It cannot be changed,
This is a fact?
Everybody is just somebody,
Trying to be at least.
I feel like a stranger in my mind,
Am I to assume everything?
Assumptions are not true,
What if I have been wrong,
And then been right?
But then that doesn’t matter…
This is just a free ride.
Vitiligo - My Soulmate...
They asked me again and again...
Why don't you treat it?
I couldn't tell them that,
I liked my color, black and white...
Always so full of extreme life...
The one I loved, did tell me once,
I love you because you have multi-colored skin,
You are my cheetah, my uniqueness, my soul...
Words shot electric confidence in my veins...
Then he left, and it was all grey,
That and this lasted for a couple of decades,
I questioned, and doubted,
I stood, and fell, cried, and laughed...
Then today, I saw my feet...
The question, What happened there??
Well, let me tell you all,
Once and for all...
The galaxy felt insecure,
Because of all the pollution...
It found a safe place,
At the edge of my foot...
Now as it rests there,
I will defend it, in sickness and health,
Till death do us apart...
Life - I never exist at all
Life is non-existent,
while I sit in a dark corner.
Everything changes,
me - trapped in my headrush.
As the coffee maker,
drips, drips, drips....
win-lose, mine - not mine...
patterned randomness
Face the fearful rain,
Bug-eyed disassociated
it's all a game, just play,
dead - just close your eyes.
Drill a hole in my skull,
I am a child again.
Don't use your brain,
keep aside your heart.
Like eternity drags on,
past, present, and future.
are nothing but a blur,
marrying my vision.
Day after day,
year after year go by,
Birth, and death,
fear, and confusion
Lost, and insignificant,
people you love,
when you the most.
I am there.
Trust is for the gullible,
gravediggers with forceps,
Fade away, disappear.
I never exist at all.
'Love'
The essence of your being,
itself is my belief,
for life is void...
without your touch,
without your feel,
without your gaze,
without your voice,
without you..
Sad
with each heartbeat, I remember you...
with each breath, I feel you...
every time I close my eyes, I search for you...
with each lost sec., I scream for you...
with each lost min., I cry for you...
with each tear, that I shed for you...
with each step, that takes me from you...
every time I m glad, that I have found you...
with each lost word, I scream for you...
with each lost thought, I cry for you...
today u r in my dreams, tomorrow you'll be in my embrace,
today u r the world to me, tomorrow you'll b to the world...
Mirage
It’s dark outside,
A cold breeze play’s with my locks,
I stare at myself,
A warm stare stirs all inside me,
She moves forward.
A hand on my breasts, not a coward.
My body grooves,
Her touch beats to my dance,
My vagina dripping.
She has mastered my every action,
My nipples burst,
and Her fingers explore every corner of me.
The speed rising,
My breath heavy with moans,
Droplets of sweat,
glistening in the moonlight,
All my muscles taut,
Screaming for release, she smiles.
Just so close,
Her fingers spreading my insides.
As she orders,
I set myself free, shaking with pleasure,
My eyes gleaming,
As I realize she is just a mirage…
Love and Life...
Flowers blooming only to die,
meteoric spread in its wake lie,
Ending in war-like tragedy...
With no talks but only walks,
Filled with silent torture of inactivity,
Silence before & Silence after...
Is it much varied?
Unknown abyss of arid,
A notion of fashion...
Empty promises of time,
round and round it goes,
With us following in blindsight...
What has changed???
The clock doesn't tick fast,
Yet the times have passed
Yes, the memories are framed but what has changed??
The sun and the moon,
the land and the sky,
All are the same,
yet something has changed.
Friends and foes are still there,
' Give and take' is still there,
It was barter then, until now it there,
So what has changed??
Everything's the same
Even now there is fame,
& even now there are names,
Then what has changed???
It is us, you and me, who have changed...
All are set...
The rain drops and dew,
are not new.
Darkest nights aren't so few.
All is now known,
Yet I feel like the unknown.
Lonely, all alone lonely, in my shell.
Like the fish in the fisherman's net.
I don't wish to live in this hell,
But there's no option as now all is set.
Night...
Darkest before the dawn,
Even I have my song,
Accomplice of the demon,
As many say with a frown,
This makes me moan...
I thunder as I wonder,
Am I so bad???
You all sleep.
That's when I weep,
one can see, or none to feel,
This is such a sad story reel...
Darkness
Crawling, scratching from inside out
digging your nails,
Bleeding again these wounds,
It feels at home now…
This pain is refreshing…
As the blade glides across…
Bleeding again these wounds…
It feels at home now…
Finally, the binds releasing now…
Screaming and scratching by the ankle,
Thousand nails to the wall,
Caught again, by the hounds,
It is my home now…
The darkness is blinding…